Crossroads.
We all have them... from time to time.
Guess they wouldn't be crossroads if the path to take was clear-cut, now would they?
Do I keep working the type of job that I do now, a field that I do enjoy... or do I move into something that would provide me with the traditional hours and schedule I so desire?
I'm so tired of always being tired. I'm tired of working weekends, I'm tired of working holidays. I'm tired of the 24/7/365 potential. However, in any field that captures my interest... those are the hours.
Do I go and do something mind numbing just so I can have the hours I want?
Oh, what to do... what to do.

My boss quit this week. Suddenly. No notice. Or maybe it was mutual between him and the company. I'm just not certain. Suffice to say... now I'm much more worried than I ever was before. Dave has shielded me from a lot, particularly in the past year. There are so many reasons that I'm un (or at least "under") qualified for my job, and he has done a good job of blurring that fact from others. That protection is now gone. Honestly, I'll be surprised if I still have a job by the end of the year.
Beyond that... a real shame to see him go. Just as bad as when Don, the one who actually hired me, lost his job a year and a half ago. I consider these people friends... and hate to see them move out of my life. So many people have been moving out of my life lately... far more than any new ones moving in.

Sometimes I really miss my friend. Tonight is one of those times.
Treasure those you love - you never know when circumstances will take them out of your life forever.